Why must I be so pathetic?
last night was going so well and then I had to go and be nice. We were having a girls night and I met some girls that I actually like (a rare occasion). We saw The Artist and it was snowing and I felt happy. I went to my friends dorm and we wanted for some people to come back from a party. I ended giving one of our friends a ride home since we both live off campus. I’ve made out with this guy multiple times and I realized I’ve never seen him sober.
I have this epic problem where if a guy gives me a little attention I will like him just because I can’t get anyone else. He sobered up and pointed out my cuts on my arms and the whole night was terribly awkward. I wish I was thinner and prettier so I didn’t have to settle for a guy I’ve only seen sober once.
