thinking thin

Sometimes I wonder

If people will ever care. I mean I had a rough weekend and demonstrated some red flags. No one mentioned anything to me after the fact. I was reallysrunk and was about to hook up with a friend. Before hand, I went to his bathroom and saw a large pocket knife. I tried to cut myself but didn’t have the dexterity to do anything. BB didnt do anything about it. I thought he would have told one of our good friends about but nothing. I’m not looking for attention but it amazes how people don’t want to be bothered with uncomfortable situations.