I’m so gross

I ate today way more than I should have and my stomach is all bloated and my thighs are chunky.

I just keep drinking tea and water trying to cleanse myself.  I really need to purchase some laxatives.

I’m so gross, and fat. I’m a failure because I can’t event control myself from eating for one day.

I deserve to be fat and disgusting because I am such a failure at life.  All I want to do is vomit but there is only one bathroom in the apartment and my roommates are home.

I’m never going to be skinny. I hate myself.